Lonely Moments

Lonely Moments

On some nights,
when you can’t turn off the voices in your head
and your demons come out to play with you some more.
When you toss the pillows and
pull up the blanket coherently so you can sleep.
You even plug in your earphones to listen some music to drift away
and check out all 7345 images saved in your phone all at once .

On some nights when your heart wants to run wild free underneath the night sky,
or somewhere, anywhere but here.
Yet you are stuck in four corners of your tiny home.
Just remember on those nights
even on such lonely moments,

I still think of you.

– Abirami Pillai 

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believe

Believe


On nights like these,
when you question everything you held on to.
I hope these words I write, finds you.
It finds you and embraces all of you and yourself.
That it’s okay to believe in something that might or might not exist.
But it is very important that you still ‘BELIEVE’

– Abirami Pillai


 

almosts

Almosts!


To all the almosts of my life

To all the friendships I almost made

To all the words I almost said

To all the books I almost read

To all the movies I almost watched

To all the music I almost listened

To all the poems I almost wrote

To all the coffee dates I almost went

To all the places I almost visited

To all the goodbyes I almost said

To the stranger whom I almost fell in love with

To all the almost “I love yous”,

To all the almosts of my life

Just know that you are momentous to me; now & Forever.

–          Abirami Pillai

 

Calvin & Hobbes

 

Calvin : I wonder sometimes, even after every trust is broken, all the promises made are torn apart and all the hopes of heart are shattered to tiny pieces, why do we still keep loving people?

Hobbes : Maybe, the world  won’t make sense without them. In fact anything without them makes no sense at all. That’s why we keep loving them.

-Abirami Pillai

Epiphany

Epiphany

Epiphany


Did your mind finally accepted the fact that your heart still longs for me in the night or is it still denying just like old days?

When your heart screamed from top of its voice to you and whereas your mouth didn’t mumbled a single thing?

It’s true that your heart found an impeccable calm in this disastrous storm and it didn’t wanted it to stop;

Maybe that’s why it didn’t wanted to say anything.

And your brain kept shrieking  all the things you never wanted to hear.

Moreover you even started to believe it all and you denied the love until the end.

But your heart knows that aint true; because eyes never lie, or do they?

You didn’t think there existed a heart inside you until fell in love or did you?

– Abirami Pillai